I am no more then an ear a shoulder to cry on and I’m okay with that Maybe that’s me as person a heart who really know anyway besides me. So in truth I’m meant to be alone at least for now it allows my to walk forward is that I’m meant to do this here’s at least a good thought it has nothing to do with a higher power that I have not made a wall that I can not cross is not my stopping point anymore. Still theirs only so long I’ll last shit that not even a fearful thought in fact its more a comfort alone that it well end not that I’m waiting for that pining away for that sweet release bullshit no I’ve gone thru to much just to fall now I’ll leave it to fate to smack me down it would happen if I’m old and regaled or young and what some would call stupid but again no one truly knows their time. Now theirs nothing but to do as I have said and done before I well go on I well keep writing down my souls thoughts I’ll go on helping the world around me in my small way that gains me nothing and I well just go on no matter what. This is what I leave you for another year in 2007 read my heart in every piece and may it bring you peace.